Few people showed up, the ones who wanted the class and had asked for it did not turn up, anyway we started the class which actually turned to be more of healing sessions than a class.
As I was observing everyone I realised how fearful of God we are !!!
Till now I was under the impression that talking about "Sex" was a taboo in India... Guess what I was wrong, there are people who openly talk to me (as a therapist) about being a Sex addict, there are people who talk about extra marital affairs they have had, the child abuse they have been through realised, It's being angry with God which is a Taboo and not only in India but almost everywhere.
But the truth is at more than one time in our current life (and God knows how many times in our existence), we have been angry with him.
If you have these questions, or ever asked these questions, then you have been angry with him, " why me? Why did I have to have a life like this? What did I do wrong? What did I do to deserve this? Why did I choose this family, this body? It seems he has forgotten me & so on.....", then my dear you have been angry with the creator.
He is ever forgiving, it is you with your guilt of being angry at yourself and the creator who can not forgive.
Start from today, come out of denial, recognise, accept and acknowledge wherever you have been angry with him, those are the times you have blamed yourself too and created the guilt of being angry with him too.
Forgive yourself, love your learnings and the situations n the people who helped you reach here and move on.
Move on to loving yourself as you deserve to be loved and the creator is just watching you, patiently waiting for you to walk back on your path, lovingly, happily and freely.